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Friday, May 25, 2007

2:20 AM

the world is dark.everybody's changing.why do people put on such a facade in front of other just to make them look good.to try to look popular.in the first place why do people even want to be popular.i find it stupid knowing how most of my friends are have now changed so much.is it even necessary.it's funny on how those who used to be so called more known in school have actually toned down alot while those used to be nobodies are just simply trying way too hard.note how i avoid using the word popular as i dont believe that there's actually such a thing in real life.i wish people could just be more real to each other.i wish people actually cared and this i mean like genuinely care about others.i really cant stand the mentality of many now.i just realised that this is so not like the past.this dog eat dog world is worst than ive ever imagined.i just cant stand how everyone is seemingly starting to be so fake.i am starting to appreciate glenda's words and advice to me about life and stuff even more.they have really prepared me for the various things to come.i guess sometimes i just have to take things by stride.not everything can be perfect.people change but they come and go.it is only then that i know who are my true friends and who i can just put behind me and carry on with my life.no point dreading on the past when there is always a brighter future ahead.such people are just simply not worth my time.though i somehow wish somehow or rather things would eventually turn for the better.sweetie there's no point being all fake in front of me.trust me,i can tell.

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Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;